Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity
1 timothy 4:12
1 timothy 4:12
someone gave me this verse, and just reading it, it gave me the willpower to do exactly what the verse says. it was as if the Holy Spirit just touched me and gave me the encouragement to continue to live a life worthy of Him and be the example He wants me to be. and that is what i really want to be. i somehow feel this urge to do it, and make Him proud of me(: but it is not as easy as it seems. i know all around me there are people who are non christians, but i don't really know how to start. well, in me i think prayer is one of the best things i can do now, cos PRAYER CHANGES THINGS. amen. (:
chinese new year kinda of finished (yea i know there's 15days of it and why carn we have 15days of holiday??) and from some of the smses i received it seemed as if 2006 just started. well..i've come to realised that 2005 has been a very powerful year for me. the best times and the worst times happened to me but as i looked back, i see that whatever bad happened was really the beginning of the good stuff(: its really God's plan and i can see how he worked in my life in 2005. that just shows one thing: God is always working in your life, whether is it in the good times or bad times. amen!
one of the good stuff was that i truly came to know Christ and i really felt like a new person born again. why? cos i really felt that i could talk to Him anytime and somehow, i felt the Holy Spirit inside me. meaning, if i felt like doing something which erm.. isn't exactly right, i would stop and think that this isn't very right and i should do this and that first before doing it. and yes when i do something wrong i can feel my conceince (pardon me i know that's wrong spelling) telling me that i did something wrong. yep i know that earlier on i may seem terrible since i'm saying all these out, but now i'm not afraid to say it: cos i'm a brand new person! another thing is that i found someone i could confess my feeling to and i am extremely grateful to that person, cos you have been so sweet to me and so understanding, something i never felt another person has given me before. you really came to me at the right time and i believe that you were really sent by God to give me all the encouragement i needed and need. THANK YOU my dear friend and mentor to me(:
yes this are some of the good highlights in my 2005life besides getting into the handbell choir '06 and serving the Lord in the children's min.. i do not know what will happen in the future, all i know now is that i'm in the Lord's hands and He will direct me in His ways to become the servant He wants me to be.
-fernie
"i worship at your throne, whisper my own love song. with all my heart i'll sing, for you my dad and KING"